usually, i'm a calm and patient person. one who thinks through stuff quite thoroughly and weighs the pros and cons and ponders about matters. but sometimes, i just whack. heck it. and that's how my crazy ideas just set off like fireworks in my brain.
within the span of the last 4hrs, i nearly booked a flight to hk. till i thought of the slim possibility with the flu going around and kids running all over hk disneyland. plus the high possibility of my parents reaction if i told them i wanted to bring my sis with me. don't ask me why. it totally put me off and jolted me back to planet earth.
that's crazy idea #1. the other one: i'm gonna set a goal for myself. i'll participate in 2 marathons next yr. a half then a full one if the half was good. which means i have to start training this year. giving myself a year to train. wahah! i've never seen myself wanting to run a marathon. i just had the mindset that it's for those super healthy freaks. perhaps there's nothing new in my life this year and i wanted to spice it up a little. my comfort zone is getting a little too boring.
'do u want to join a marathon?'
"HUH?!" was my initial reaction. 'how could i?! do i look like one who runs marathons!?' and all these usual negative or unsupportive thoughts just played in my mind. i always think that i cannot do it. i cannot do it. i cannot do it. but a soft voice inside me asked, 'why not?' >.<
Posted at 03:16 am by dlgr
