Instead of feeling elated, i felt weighed down. Expectations of me will just keep rising and I'm afraid i won't be able to keep up to them. Frankly at this point of time, I'm not happy with my work performance at all. And i don't know how to get over it. I'm not exactly at the point of drowning. It's just the premonition of the iceberg in front of the vessel. Will i be able to steer the vessel clear away from the iceberg? Will i be able to scale that high wall that's in front of me? Perhaps the wall seems high because i'm too near it. I should take a step back.
